I Take Things Too Far
- What are you thinking about Friday Dec. 12th, 12 days to Christmas
- I have been thinking about olbanian. Killing my own child for health. Do you love me? Am I the face of the other?
- I love you ... the Other, but not only for your face.
- It's the dress. The strange haircut & my face. I am always the other.
- It is your pen, your camera, and your face. Which is always the Other.
- My...you...I... Do you want come to me movies tomorrow? 493 Bathurst. Salvador Pali. Film Fest.
- The movies... is that just slightly too normal for Mr. Dali? Should we ... be scared and not watch.
- I take things too far.
- The fish lies on the plate. Once swum happily now it swims in my stomach?
- Sometimes I wish it was flirting?
- Sometimes I get really flirty dirty. Is this turning with you.
- I. You know. I'm knowing. Know.
- To know. To have. To contain. To wish. To need. To miss. To avoid.
- You avoid me. Do you ever miss me?
- Sometimes I think of you.
- I never avoid, I contain. I often miss, but in reservation. And, I often think and dream in colour.
- Of me?
- Of course. Who wouldn't? Well, I do anyway.
- When is this (page 42 of 9) masochistic of me?
- Well, does that mean do you like to beat yourself up. I see no black eyes.
- No, I slide between warm sheets with Books. I love books!!
- Is that what goes on? Perhaps someone should publish this? (Is that masochism?)
- Sorry. I love you.
- I love you... always have, but that's not new is it?
- Yes. Capital Y. e. eh. s. esss.
- Well allow it to be reframed in print. Is it more true if I write it?
- Yes, always, one of 3, one of 4. I'm a beautiful lover. I love you.
- It is good that we are all beautiful lovers. (Beautiful Losers?) Too bad we cannot make love to everyone...
- Welcome to 1967, 1874, 385 BC
- How would you make love to me?
- Not that I'm asking. I'm a beautiful whore. Oh! How you'd love to know.
- (Drawing of a magnifying glass) Yes.
- But no, I am your sister. Think of the religious connotations!
- Yes, this is understandable, but religion is not created by god but by you.
- I know God...I loveth thee...Christmas cheer.
- Or booze. I am sorry for being inappropriate. Your knee is touching mine.
- It does not bother me. Both the speech and the knee. Does it bother you?
- Ro. I seem bothered?
- No, but that makes two of us...
- Stop. Full stop, comma, period.
- Halt
- Is that your wish? Is it? Then let me give you toast and tea and a hug.
- I knew you would turn the page.
- But I refuse.
- On principle.
- Oh.
- But what a beautiful courtship!
- Could we make it into a book, where the heroine refuses principal, at least in fiction?
- "Refuses principle?" What does that mean S? Oh how I love you.
- Don't tell K I love him too. But had to tell you.
- I dreamt of you last night. You and L.
- Who said they were not "one of a list" (wink) !!!
- Blank
- I'm in love with the world (hold me).
- The table is in the way... amongst other things -->
- Arms are harmless aren't they? Wait until the cold.
- No. I refuse! Even though I think I started this.
- I realize this and I love you more I love you.
- You love me. What are we to think of that. Don't tell anyone promise me.
- I haven't yet. It is not something that I allow in actuality. Potentiality.
- Promise me or this stops.
- Promise. I also am good at what I do.
- But I promise you will not know. Really?
- I have the lock. You have the key. But I will not ask you for it. You don't ask of God.
- Are you good? There is mystery there. // Don't ask. I didn't offer did I? English whore (!)
- I don't ask and you didn't offer. Angels have English accents.
- So says the movies.
- Where will you hide this book? The garbage will disappoint me.
- I don't think it is there. // It's you. It's me. It's 8 - 9 weeks of philosophy. It's moving.
- House 2x in a semester, it's my madness and my hungry aunt.
- Lord forgive me my trespasses.
- Thou art forgiven although I am not your lord.
- I know and no one is but me...I have learned.
- Wanker. I should be first and I'm glad...